If i knew what went on in his mind.

Well im trying to get things back on track but sometimes it just gets so hard. i might be going bak to skool, unless my loan is denied then i'll be screwed again. but so far so god i guess right ? i registered for classes and today realized that with work and skool and iwt his work and skool we wont have any time for one another. i kmow it sound sover dramatic, but we reallyt have complete opposite skedules. im scared that we might drift apart, im scared that things wont be the same and i dont want to lose the one good thing in life that i have. i tried explaining how i felt bout this but all he said was to have sum faith in us and although he is right i shud have faith, and which i do, it bothers me that hes so non chalant about it. i know that i stress things way more then he does, but still, how can i be the only one whose worried about this relationship. is he so sure that we are set together for life that nothing will ever break us or does he just not care enough ??? idk.