Till my very end.

You "loved" me with no sincerity
if you can call it love at all
showered me with lies
you knew i would fall
i trusted you with everything inside of me
there was never a doubt in my mind
your love was all that i knew but
there was never a time you told me the truth
empty promises
meaningless words
deceiving kisses that made me yours
how could you show me the world
give me forever and make me believe
how could you tempt me with love then take it away
how could you leave me behind
and still have nothing to say
you walked all over this heart
without any remorse
did you see how you broke it
it shattered all over the floor
you see i tried to get it together
before you set me in flames
i never thought you were great at this cruel heart break game
but now you see all the ashes left from this corpse
& the fatal memory of a one sided love divorce
you were more then just love
you were more then my all
i meant it when i said you were life overall
this loneliness you've brought me
has become my new best friend
i promise to love you till my very end.

Better is not enough.

Good byes. They're not always ever lasting
but its the last thing i thought you'd do.
You promised me forever
i never thought it wasn't true
forever was only temporary
good bye was your only truth
you poisoned every memory
i hate to think of the night on the roof
everything so perfect
the way the wind blew
you held my face & kissed me
your hands begun to wander
until they reached my thighs
you pulled me in closer
i couldn't read your eyes
you whispered that you loved me
my breathing got real heavy
the fire burned between us
i could feel you inside
the sun was setting all around us
an orange, pink and purple sky
life never felt so beautiful
nothing could compare
the way that you made love to me
underneath a sky with tender touch and care
now i think back on these memories
memories i cant seem to bare
you never meant a single kiss or any of the above
after everything how could you say you didn't know how to love
no one ever loved me better
i guess it was all only lust
now i know "better" is just not enough.